This is it

No, I'm not referring to MJ, I always liked Smooth Criminal's video. That being the end of it, when I was in school I thought college would be good and it'd probably be liberating, college happened, then more college happened then the inevitable happened.

Glass walls, monitored thoughts, behavioral patterns, post-it notes, long hours, phone calls, networking site friendships, one on one meetings, performance reviews, five day cycles, mindless spending over the next two days (previous point applicable during the first 2 weeks only), talks of settling down, dealing with women and their anxiety over future, so yes, all this did happen before.

So what's the catch, well if life itself is the catch then what do you do? Do you get swirled up through the simplicity of the situation?



Now, now, that's what I had in mind, realizing what I wrote is substandard and how my language in general has degraded, I think I'll take some time off with this. Things changed and yes they've changed for everything, I can suddenly notice the time gap, wonder how things ended up here so suddenly, what happened on the way? I was still there, how did I not do anything?

Aug 9th, 2008/Life in a bubble wrap.

I used to be happy or atleast that is what I think of that time now. I cant remember most of the time then to even make a comparison. I dont remember most of the time behind, majority of the times at school, college passed in a jiffy, atleast it seemed that way now that I've forgotten most of it, I didnt write and keep up most of what happened then and now I dont remember most of it.

How considerable an excuse is a selective memory loss when it does not add up to a repercussion of a necessary magnitude to smoothen the edges of today.