3 Months and Counting . . .

Its been three months since i posted and it really shocked me about the neglect i give to few things, lots of things changed, i wrote competitive examinations, screwed up hopes of thousands of aspirants for an MBA admission at Christ College :P, did the same again at campus placements, bagged the best placement of the college while the 70 percent'ers were whining about it all, didnt bother me but then again, the best placement is the best placement in campus, its time i took the seriousness off the blog and made it more casual. Today, today became today just 28 minutes 45 seconds back, today 28th of April, a day away from my final semester examinations, 3 days away from my last ever semester exam of JNTU, today, a day after listening to Lykathea Aflame around 8 times, i did nothing but listen to more music, Neuraxis kicks serious ass, their album Trilateral Progression is their best ever release IMO, still gotta listen to their new release Neurotic Mass, anyways. Its been such a wonderful journey till here, here, where everyone passes through the streets, where everyone looks up at the direction board at the crossroads, till here, where every one starts thinking about life, till here, what here has brought upon on all of us time shall tell. Its strange what internet friendship/networking sites do, put all of us together so close that we exhaust all the search options to look for neighbours and friends in a window that'll flicker with the background as fluently as the power fluctuations.

Its been over three months and this is what i write, all the time that went by, all the moments that shall never come, Oh God who ever said Mallika Inn, Errr, yeah, Final seminar Viva Voce and my batch mates come 15 minutes late to the Viva, they start getting the admits, time keeps ticking away, people exploring options, status messages in Instant Messaging Softwares change everyday, people lost, find themselves through some one else, people who found themselves, found themselves in deep shit, never to come out, Its kinda moved, the picture's getting clearer, as the days number and as the portion demands attention, we know its all over, its sad that i wont be seeing telugu movies anymore with friends, i wont be chatting 24/7 and make it feel like I'm preparing the most important report in life midnight. It just wont make us feel the same, New bands, new recommendations, more brutality, more the distance that separates us and the closer we try to get, the farther we're pushed. Keep pushing, everyone keeps pushing, for space, for room, for convenience, for comfort, for life. Words still go unspoken, portion still remains untouched, messages still not delivered, all shall happen as they're meant to happen, to sit and stare, to ponder and care, to dwelve and tear are passe.

Im going home, finally for one last time, we're all going home, to see it for the final time. HOME.